Apathy Sets In

A day and a half later and I don't feel any better. Yet I don't feel as bad as I did either. I just don't feel much. I have been doing what needs to be done. I have been figuring out ways to make my life "work". But it all feels pretty pointless. Can I really get back to a place where I feel in control or less helpless? I am not sure. I suppose I try because what else is there to do. I cried for a day, I sulked for a day. Now I am trying to move on with life. That is what life is it seems...moving on.